Ladies and Gentlemen!

Good midnight!

Let me take you with me to a journey where sarcasm is being considered polite and ethical and where being polite is considered illegal. Let me take you to the sun spot of the eternal ultimate ADHD mind. call me Jay. i aint good at writing letters, this is the way i write. some of you might say "who the hell would want to read this post", well i dont care! ok ok! i do care.

its not easy to have this attributes. having the gift of ADHD, its my curse, my gift, etc etc, (so much for spiderman) its like my mind is mutating. like the neurons and axioms of my brain are joining together into a single particle that might end up with a revolution against my own self. geez. a mutinity within myself? maybe i am crazy. i believe in charles darwins theory of evolution. and i belive that my ADHD has evolved into something much more profound and unique, from ADHD to ADSD. Attention deficit Hyperactive disorder to Attention deficit Supersonic disorder.

My thoughts jump, jump and jump around like a merry go round. sometimes i do something that ends up in nothing at all, i guess thats what called making something out of nothing at all.  maybe i am as insane and as  mad as ludwig van beethoven. maybe i am. as i write this , i listen to the moonlight sonata, im deeply touch, i feel inspired, i feel like a butterfly emerging from its cocoon, i feel like the first light of day light, i feel like im dwelling within the depts of insanity and sanity.

So why did i write in this blog trend? i dont know, maybe to get to know the real me. its my dark side writing. im letting free of my thoughts. im goning to unleash the creature thats lurking in my brain. oh god, its so f***ing good and bad to have ADHD!.

in case your wondering what ive achieve in life? maybe your thinking im a lunatic locked up in an asylum.
Or maybe im a patient of St. brutus incurable bastards. well i aint. are you bored now? are you tired of reading? well maybe in my next blog ill tell you the story of my life.



                                                                                           adhd soldier, signing out